Nov

November I HATE YOU HAHAHAHAHAH

don't know should i be happy or sad

the bad thing is i'm having spm right now but i still can't believe it lol

the good thing is i survived the first week of spm hah

x1000000 thank you KPM
 forget the stupid questions given and

finally an official good-bye to bm and sejarah
hope that i'll never see you again
and you won't be missed *wave as hard as i can*

 you know what?

i really appreciate the words you said to me

they encouraged me, boost up my confidence,

and even made my days *shy*

goodluck to all the spm candidates

keep fighting till the end xoxo

No regrets

由于上一篇的十四个字还有三个标点符号被那七个很爱的朋友批评说太过于敷衍，所以今天打算既深情且感性又体贴还坦白地写一篇和七个傻逼相伴相守后的毕业感言。

首先，别针对我的开场白就开始吐糟我，我知道你们这群孩子没有那么容易会放过我。就这样啦，准备好纸巾或者更环保些，用手帕吧。以下内容可能让你默默感动鼻酸想流泪。

从小学到初中对最好朋友的定义其实都蛮模糊的，不是没有最好的朋友，是最好的朋友并不是最后的朋友。我相信在读着这篇感言的你也能同感深受。自然而然地，上了高中，就不纠结这个 “ 我最好的朋友是谁 ” 问题了。其实，那么幸运地有七个很好的朋友，那就足够了吧。在这里为了不让那位伤心落泪，好啦，男闺蜜在我心目中，位置算很高了。

说实在的，初中时我不认为我们感情有多好。那时有两班精英班，几乎那三年大家都不同班。那时侯，吵架也吵过了，冷战也冷战过了，甚至还有不爽你我，种种分歧。呃其实现在也有啦哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。中四开始合成一班，班上我们敢称第二，没人敢称第一。噢，忘了告诉你，我们不是学术方面的第一，我们是噪音阿卡贝拉连续两年夺冠，多光荣啊。

总是在老师讲课时异想天开，最搞笑的是生物老师变兽医会讲喵喵语，你就期待那一天到来吧。有我们这群人在的地方，休想能安静度过，能安静个两到三分钟，你就要偷笑了。其实我们都知道班上有很多人都想静静地读书，静静地过日子。恭喜你们终于挨过这漫长的两年，你们自由啦哈。

还有，老是凭着一句 “ 反正别人都不认识我们 ” 真的不知干了多少蠢事。想想也对，高中时期不这样玩，难道要等老的时候才这样吗？对了，我们还有个猪脚八人帮的代号，真是的，有够呕的，当初选名字不能选好来吗？都够猪了还要叫猪脚，我的妈哈哈哈哈哈。

好了，知道你们不耐烦了，最让人期待的精彩环节到了，就让我来一一诉说这些猪脚们。

说到怕鸡怕鸟怕猫，你想到谁？必是那与我走过风风雨雨，数一数，好像有十三年了的苏美婷。从小到大是个哭包，在广场迷路了就算我牵着她的手找妈妈也能哭，功课一多就哭，笔顺写不完也哭，数学不会做又哭，到刚上高中高数考试还在哭。这些年来，我都是看着她哭过日子哈。可是人嘛，长大了就有少少变化，想当年肉肉的她，现在已经亭亭玉立了咯。经常讲话很快可是不清楚，需要我们思考很久才能明白她要表达什么。她非常情绪化，虽然生气了也很快消，但如果她真的心情不好，劝你还是别惹她，那很杀的眼神足让你家九代灭亡。之前很喜欢讲骗话，但是不厉害讲，一下就被识破了。还有很喜欢作弄啊青，可是有一次还是被我们作弄回了。我们几乎每次吵架后都会和对方讲，下次可以不要吵了吗，结果还是有很多的下次，很多的再和好。没有什么要讲的，可是就你啊，以后别糊涂粗心了。

再来，处女座应该都是完美主义者，更不肯吃亏的小孩，哈这就是罗昕祈。别看她平时疯疯癫癫陪我们走很多很多很多回，她可是隐藏版的学霸。口才很好，曾在华语辩论口试时一鸣惊老林。那神速地看网络小说，每次都一定让美婷和啊青佩服不已，也只有她有那个本事了。还记得中二时误打误撞被她亲了左脸颊，超恶心的哈哈哈哈哈可是可能以后会觉得很暖心吧。总喜欢学诺一讲话，疯狂迷恋诺一霓娜的你，够了啦爸爸去哪儿第三季都要结束了收拾心情啦。同校五年都没听过她喜欢谁，甚至连一个绯闻对象都没有，有点怕她嫁不出啊怎么办。其实一直都因你为傲，是身边的朋友，你是第一个。不敢当面告诉你，怕你太自恋说一大堆我懒得听的话哈哈哈哈哈。若说我是大姐大，你毫无保留地是大姐大的属下，别再两头蛇了谢谢不客气。有句话一定要告诉你，我们以后一定要一起去旅行，不要落跑了。

一月十一号出世的瘦仔，每天都在骗我们她有超过四十公斤的罗笋青，我们都叫她啊青。每次都无意地搞了很多好笑的事，让我们捧腹大笑的一定是她。虽然是我们当中最老的，可是一点也不成熟。不成熟的孩子竟然第一个拿到驾照，成为我们的首位司机。其实我们都知道她最朦朦哒，不知哪里来的勇气，我们竟然超大胆地相信他，让她载送。告诉你哟，这比过山车还要刺激！所谓信任，就是我不顾身命危险选择你当我的司机吧科科。一辆 kancil 也让我们挤了八个人，这就是青春吧。相信我，她的意志力超级顽强，能忍受我们的欺凌和耻辱，世上就有她一个罢了哈哈哈。其实你老常问我是不是讨厌你每次跟你闹针对，哎呀我要是真的讨厌你我连针对你都不想啦。明吗啊青宝贝，么么哒。以后如果没法上同一所大学，肚子应该很饿，因为上课都没有你带食物。你最好给我吃肥一点，免得显我肥。

每个女生日夜幻想的男闺蜜应该是个大帅哥，我也是这么想的。可惜，那只是幻想。称不上什么大帅哥，也不是什么小帅哥，他叫黄楷升。超级烦人，超级乱水，超级爱讲大道理，超级喜欢看美女，超级喜欢做蠢事，也是超级丢人的那一位。我知道，负面的咨询太多，但我依然爱你，呕哈哈哈哈哈哈。什么有你真好啊谢谢你耐得我每天骂你每天损你啊我不想说，我怕写着写着变成情书。还有啊，老是跟我们不去学校不去补习过不去，以后都没得你唠叨了啦。以后出外读书还几可怜你室友的，别为难人家，我怕人家受不了。不要再和别的女生调情了，你那是性骚扰。哎呀还是改不了每分每秒损你的恶习，可是我知道你会原谅我的对吗对吗。希望以后都不会再有一个玩笑让我 unfriend 你的事故发生了啦，真够幼稚笑死人。但愿咱们友谊长久你未来女朋友你懂的哈。可是能不要每次讲同样的话吗？很 gay 咧。

世上很多人喜欢小狗，但我们当中有位猫控，一六二小孩赖敬霖。猫是他的一切，有些猫猫主人失散找不回的悲哀，我们这些局外人是不会懂的。以前是个自闭儿，现在变成了众多人的男神，但是，我并不是众多人。可是到头来是个 boyfriend material，未来女朋友真幸福。是喜欢唱歌，可是没想到那么好意思唱得那么大声。常常因为破音走音假音让我们发狂，想把死他。偷偷称赞他一下，他唱晴天很好听，也只有唱晴天好听。别看他随便随便那样，遇到不爽的人也能跟我们一起骂那些人骂到一文不值。标准完美主义者，强迫症病患。有 lion king 之称，撕纸王，下辈子就当树吧你科科。不要再烦矮不矮的事了，有更重要的事等着你。也不要再拿 A 很高来做理由，懒惰就懒惰哈哈哈哈哈哈。为了不再让你抱怨，我每个人都写差不多一样长哟。虽然生日正好落在考试，但会帮你庆祝生日的，放心好了以后也会。

唯一一个帅哥出现，菲律宾混马来西亚翁德吉，混血儿啊不是开玩笑的。华语不是很好，每次看不懂我们在讲什么。英文很厉害两下，不用紧，帅哥都是讲英文的。每天脸红红，耳朵也红。平时话不多，但一讲到他有东西讲的话题，也是讲个不停。我们当中第二个有驾照的，几时要载我们去玩？不然你要出美国了咧哈哈哈哈哈。也是我们最佩服的，因为你的同座，左边和右边都不太理想，对面又一个唱歌不停的，辛苦你了！每次 ponteng kelas tambahan 每次去吉隆坡马六甲关丹，弄到我们心里不平衡。祝你早日买到那个最辣的韩国拉面，每次看你发神经的表情深深被那个面吸引，是好吃，但是你很 over 夸张咯。去美国了记得不要一去不回头，不然以后看不到你了。做不成 pilot 可以做卖电脑的 salesman 啦其实。下次如果有 gathering 不要再去吉隆坡马六甲关丹了，一定要来给我们挖你秘密！

我们还有萝莉杀手也，丘家盛小弟。网络现实摆明两个人，认识的人是国际化的，哪里都有。不知道什么时候开窍了，终于和我们变得很要好。也变得很好意思，比如说戴着耳机上课有时还要唱歌小小声，在马路中间跳舞这种违背自然规律的事他都做了。他很厉害的，会讲法语，德语，日语，什么语都会，讲的英语还有 british accent。因为我们，他本来有些看小爸爸去哪儿第三季，怎知一看就爱上，现在是一个小粉丝。二十四小时上线，每次群组发言几乎他第一个已读，而且不回那种，欠打。他妈妈说他无肉不欢，笑死我们。你虽然丑照不多，但凭那张嘴唇我就可以打遍天下了哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈我不会泄露出去的，不会的。别看他平时很害羞，其实他内心狂野，也非常情绪化，我是指在情感方面啦。还有不要每天对着电话，知道你想掩饰掉你的尴尬，可是每次我们分享秘密你只负责听很不公平咧。

对于我自己，我不知道该讲什么。谢谢你们每一次的包容和容忍，我知道我很 ego 很霸道脾气更是不好。也谢谢你们，让平凡的日子显得不平凡。

这个热血沸腾的高中，有你们，值了。哪怕以后距离疏远了你我，可能有那好几个阵子，我们都干不了什么感动彼此的事。但是在我心中，友谊，是一辈子的事，一辈子的感动。

致很爱的七个好友

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Beg for a pause

i'm just tired

tired of being myself

everyone was like taking granted of me

maybe I did that to everyone too

the worst part is even the closest are not close to you

life is a mess, and i'm falling into the mess

 "nobody dies a virgin, life fucks us all" 

What do you mean?

你不知道 

其实我还盼着那天到来

对你说的那些话 

说服了你却说服不了自己

You said i'm crazy

常常亲手毁掉自己和别人的关系

包括和你那已慢慢拉近的距离

每次拉近了就自然地被推开

然后再被拉近 再被推开

我不否认有时开的玩笑很荒谬

可是你有必要那么在意吗

说好了只当朋友

你几时有把我当成朋友看待

没有吧 我知道的

与其说我还徘徊在过去

不如说你还不肯前进

Fed up X Stand up

No preparation, no motivation, and no confidence

but spm trial exam is on tomorrow

Okay, cool

Goodluck btw xoxo

Au revoir

We met for once in two years ago

We knew each other in this June

We went for camp after that again

We joined activities together in July

and we became a part of each other life

This is how fast we get close with each other

I know this friendship is cool af

You have been replaced by them

and i feel sorry about it

maybe it's time to say goodbye

 "Sometimes, goodbye is the only way" 

Reblog

Yesterday, I got the news that zoeypky has broke up with her boyfriend, I feel her,and I mean it. I know it's dumb to not moving on after these nine months, but haters gonna hate, who cares? at least I had tried hard to let go. Thus, I decided to reblog this.

"The end of the road is here. A journey of 2 years & 2 months ends here.

I don't understand what happened or how it happened. How does one simply lose feelings for someone that meant the world to them? Is losing feelings even an excuse to break up with someone? Is it even a legitimate term? You hear people breaking up because a partner cheated or is absolutely intolerable. Am I intolerable or did you cheat?  

You made a point before this, you told me that if it was that easy to lose feelings for someone you loved so dearly, the relationship wasn't real enough. You used to condemn others for their breakups and told me that we would never end up like them because you made me promise that we will always work things out no matter how rough the road gets. Did you forget all that?  

You told me you lost that spark we once had and you tried for months now trying to get it back but you couldn't lie to yourself and me any longer. Did you really believe that after being together for years, we'd still have that same spark every second and every minute of the day? I was content with mutual support, caring for each other, listening to each other's experiences, occasional surprises and being one hundred percent loyal to you. To me, those were signs I was in love. To me, those were signs that I was in a stable and mature relationship but I guess that's not what you had in mind as time passed. I tried so hard to keep everything in place that it eventually fell apart. Was I trying too hard? Or was my efforts not enough? Since when did you become so confused? Why didn't you give me a heads up or talk to me about it? Why didn't you make sure we both tried harder and why didn't you settle with the fact that it was enough that we were both happy and we had each other. I tried everything, I really did.  

It's not fair that you left me and it's not fair that you didn't talk to me about it before dropping the bomb on me. Everything I thought I had in place is now falling apart. Everything I thought I knew and everything I stood for is now a blur. I miss you so much and I don't know what to do. I never thought this day would come, I thought we were stronger than this."



source: http://zoeypky.com/

Confusing

They think i'm stupid

but i know i'm just stubborn af

You won't know what happen in the end

so just wait and see yah

Doing something that i'm not willing to do rn

like fuck you yay fuck my life

Got so depressed school reopens within two days

results omg trial omg so omg

Sokay after two weeks is happy day again

shit i think i fall in love with them

like i will never pull myself back again



 "And i believed, one day the 2x dream gonna come true." 

Amazing holiday

Hi guys! I must say that I had a great time with ze friends at the Detective Camp aka 神探营 that I attended last week at Kuantan. Tbh this is one of my best camp, yes lots of memories created in these six days *smile*

Holding my Uranus's group flag w/ my gangs (Jingwen and Miner)

Sugar biscuit advertisement w/ Ahpeng 

Yay we're group of counselor! 1/2 left out tho

Day 3 night: crazy party

Too much blur photos

Okay, here's come the clear one but omg so ugly sial

Still ugly me but pretty Yuki infront and sexy Yewfaii behind *rofl*

Here's come a group photo yoohoo 

Still ugly because we rave too much HAHAHA

Last but not least, the long lost friend, a good listener of mine - Dennis Yeo Yong Shiuan

Special thanks to Jingwen, Miner, Xinying, Aitee and Ahpeng as accompanies for these days. Thanks alot to Dennis, Ahseng and Yewtieen for bringing us hang out together the day after the camp. Thanks Ahtew for being our driver who drove us to Mamak stall for supper too. Thanks to Yewfaii also, stay sweet with Joey haha so much fun seeing them being together, cute to the max. See you guys again at Raub Famine 30! *wave* *wave* *cries*

半分の旅

可能因为汉字能够更清楚表达我的想法，所以这篇用华文吧。

多几天就六月了，二零一五也来到了中途。不得不承认，短短的六个月里，真的看到很多更明白很多。就像是瞬间在六个月里成长了不少。

「 不要总是听信别人的话，凡事都得自己探索 」 

就是因为偏向另一方，听信他的话，结果造成很大的误会。庆幸的是，现在大家的关系都变得要好了。虽然都过去了，但还是有一句说不出的对不起，搁在心头。到今年才发现，原来那时候的他那么会编故事，可笑，竟然现在还是一样。给自己的一句话：宁愿相信一个人的本性也不要听信外人的无言乱语。

「 永远不要那么任性，尤其对爱自己的人 」

真的敢肯定，错过你是我一生中最大的遗憾。一直以来，想要的会想尽办法得到，不想要的你免费送到我面前我也会拒绝。骄纵、冲动、自我、暴躁、任性，确实是我的代名词。也是一直很想改掉的坏习惯，可是它们已经是本性。真正用心对待我的人都会说：没关系，我习惯了。就因为这样，我找不到离开他们的理由。

「 身边的人，这一刻只想好好珍惜 」

我们错过最好的时光，可是我们会创造最美的回忆。这一群损友从初中走到高中，从吵架冷战到和好然后再吵架再和好，回忆满满。五年真的很短，短到你我都无法想象。我不敢想像以后若没有人和我斗嘴，没有人和我叽喳聊个不停，没有人和我一起笑一起哭；肯定很狼狈。有那么一句话：Friendship is not a big thing, it's a million little things

「 十七岁，总是力不从心 」

才发现到，原来很多事都是想做却做不了的。努力不等于成功，付出更不等于回报。不想成为在原地打转的人，也不想成为被别人看不起的人。在还没变强大之前，你没有资格喊累。谢谢拼命想变得更好、想见识更多的自己。现在肯辛苦一点，以后就会好过一点。

Still here

想笑的同时  也想哭

一直以来都想坚持的信念

好像越走越远  越来越琢磨不清

虽然有时感觉其实还在这里

那种不像推理也不像第六感的直觉

我不知道是不是太依赖过去

我总感觉你没离开过

Okay cool

除了家人  好像也没有什么值得挂念的

其实就算现在停止呼吸  这样离开

我也会默认接受  反正对我而言  无所谓

脑子彻彻底底被负面思绪控制

可是我真的不想变成正面

或者说  坦然接受死亡是正面的

刚好我也喜欢现在的自己

谢谢自己讨厌所有人

あなたのことが

I think i will die, in few months time

lol i mean die mentally or soulless *no*

April was really sucks

every thing is fine at the beginning

but when it came to the last

huh, "are you kidding me" mode on af

so pray for a better May

exam month like HAHAHAHAHAH CRIES

we need more peruncingan aka answer

nearly 900 how can you

like, being so mutou

but i know, mutou can't lie

so i heart you

 "That's the thing about pain, It demands to be felt." 

Stupid sia

I think i'm too tired of everything

and i hate everything that appears in my life

Thought of 2015 will be better

but it is actually a badass that i don't want to face with

Middle finger to all the "brainless educated" people

ops, but i will never show my middle finger to anyone

because that shows "low education"

 Spm ain't devil, but my school is the bitch 

Night changes

一直以为人性本善

可是后来才发现 不是这样的

善与恶其实并存在人心

当然 每个人都努力地让善打败恶

嗯 或许不是每个人

看了天眼感触很深

其实不知道性格和命运会不会被环境所影响

不管以前 以后 过去 现在 未来

我都还在怕 就只是怕 怕也做不了什么

怕某天变成自己现在讨厌的那种人

Bro-ship

I knew him since 12 years ago

he's quite popular, blur, stupid, and noisy

a good friend that i would never leave him behind

the sampat-ness of him makes him asked me lot of questions

but tbh he isn't a good listener, yet he is bad at telling stories

maybe he is shy or he doesn't want people to know

I knew him since 2 years ago

he's quite active, flirty, caring, and nice

i asked him a lot, and he told me a lot too

we are each others' listener even i don't tell him much

people around ship us but i'm annoyed 'bout this
cause i know that we're only friends, or brother(?)

I don't care what people will think of me
but they're really important for me i don't know why lol
except the four-ever girls, ninety-seventeen girls, the hipster,
the nerdy hardworking lui and the angel nv shen
both of them are important, presence as opposite gender



 "I smile, even i'm tired mentally and physically af." 

Crazy in love

Ciao! tbh I just finished watching Fifty Shades of Grey, lol. but you know that feeling haha, i'm in the mood so much desperate to blog about it. Actually it's better than what i've imagined, since people around me said that's a no-meaning kind of movie, or too horny to be watched. Anyway, i agreed with the reason why Malaysia banned this movie.

The full movie is about 125 minutes (since i googled about it), but what i watched is about 120 minutes. Yeap, some of the sex scenes were deleted, and i think it doesn't have much affect on me since i'm not that desperately want to watch 'em. Not going to say it's a must-watch movie, but at least, it is not too bad for me.

Pretty story line (God thanks to EL James), and Ana is so pretty, sweet and elegant! Christian hmm, he is so gentleman i kennot. He is lovable and trust me please lol. Although i got no chance to read the books yet, but i know i will read them very soon (sorry i'm in the mood i wanna know what happened to Ana and Christian after this).

Before i watched this, i did some questions to few people on ask.fm. Would be a little awkward to say, erm i got them, even though i didn't read the books, but my mood does swings along with Ana. I think i'm mature enough to get this story with an open-minded. For me, it's quite exciting, that feeling you want to know what will happen to both Ana and Christian, awww.

Lastly, to those who only focus on the sex scenes and said it is a so called porn (actually i don't deny), you're not good enough to value this movie. Get a life dude.

Annyeong!

重要でない

Tbh i think it's me to disappoint both of you

But still, yah i got no guts to say sorry

Everything goes weird 

since both of you didn't talk about it anymore

or it's actually mean that you two accepted it all?

Hmm not sure about that tho

Only thing i can conclude is you're not important anymore

I mean myself, me, mine

 I'm not puppet, I got feeling one k. 

Not the only one

Having this feeling is weird af

I should be calm but i can't keep myself calm

Maybe i only wish to not staying at home

Or i only wish to join party

Or i only wish to curse somebody

Or maybe non of them

I always can't understand myself well

And it kinda killing me

 Why we couldn't back to how we used to be? 

Why so devil

Maybe you should stop being nice

or maybe you should stop kidding me

Not afraid to be drown

Because ain't got time for love

But me you know i'm an evil now

Was afraid i will lose control

and did something that gonna frighten all of you

 Trying hard to find the angel-side of me, but failed 

(N) everything

每个人都在逃跑

只想回到所谓美好的过去

被遗失的总是美好

忘记珍惜不应该错过的

往往反映出人类到底有多愚蠢

说真的 不服气

几时才能够离开这里 永远不再回来

 When i'm not going to tell you, don't ask then. and please go to hell. 

Bitter-sugar

I need your loving i need you now

When i'm without you, i'm something weak

You said, truth is ugly

But why are you believe to it?

Sometimes, you accept something broken

Because you know that it is better

Unfortunately i'm now trying to accept something bad, yet broken

And it's killing me when you're away

Or you're still here

 "I really love how tumblr girl holding cigarette" 

狂気

I hate when people talk about you in a sudden
I don't actually know how should i react

People around me don't know, you don't know

How hard i tried to survive

How hard i tried to hold my tears everyday

How hard i tried to sleep in nights

If you really want him, just go and get him
Repeating it everyday doesn't help



 Shut the fuck up 

Allergic to human

It was the first time i feel that you're annoying af

Follow your decision because

It is meaningless to seek for attention

Every time i turn my head off and take a look

Ha ha ha, "my past is always a legendary joke"

I'm okay without everyone, and i really mean it

Trust nobody because nobody value it

The only one who will be with me till the last is me

 Come on skinny love, what happened here? 

ちょうどいい

她说 或许你知道我在撒谎所以你没问

我想也是 毕竟你那么了解我

无意间发现其实我很怕黑

周杰伦结婚啦 

真心觉得昆凌非常幸福

"我18岁的时候还在存钱听他的演唱会

你18岁的时候就拥有了整个周杰伦"

 爱得深，爱得早，不如爱得刚刚好 

In my head

梦再恶也是假的

梦再美也不属于我

世界很大 大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见

世界很小 小到我一抬头就能看见你的微笑

很喜欢和你在一起

因为那样自己才会笑得很漂亮

可惜现在不会笑了

 The best thing I can do now is dreaming about you 

Real friend won't leave

Tbh, i can't find someone like you

you are so special to me

you are so special to everyone like me

thank you for listening to me,

keeping me calm, giving me advice,

& motivating me all the time

real friend will never leave you no matter what

a friendzone is not really a friendzone

刹那间 我觉得有你这个蓝颜 就够了

 Falling in love w/ Arctic Monkeys and The XX, accidentally 

Wishlist

1. Studies
After so many years of being lazy, i should be hardworking this year lol. Spm is quite important, everybody knows so well. However, eight, nine or even ten A+ seems too hard to achieve, I choose to work hard for all A's, no matter how is it, work for it. for what? scholarships of course.

2. Co-curricular activities
Since i'm not a sporty girl, so nothing relates to me when it came to field. but there are kelab beruniform and persatuan bahasa cina too. Will absolutely "try my best" to join camping this year *and why the hell I never join camping these past years?* *i'm so failed lol*

3. Driving license
Basically I don't think "hey I got my driving license!" is cool. but I think i'm gonna feel great when me can drive. i mean just drive to everywhere i want, no need to beg my parents for driving me sini sana, it must be GGGRRREEEAAATTT.

4. Graduation party
Erm, no matter how is it. either a graduation ceremony or a gathering, i do appreciate it. Although i know i'm not that close with the 98's but there's fate between each of us, so chill lol. Hope our friendship getting better since it is the last year of high school.

5. Travel
A trip after spm is a must. they would say, "no matter where you are, you will be happy when you're with your friends" yea this is damn true! Penang? Malacca? KL? whatever lah. and too, hoping the government won't shift plkn batch one to an earlier date like what batch 97 are suffering now. if not, everything will ruin zz

6. Remain the same
I mean like, i can still update my blog
, even there is only few times per month. but that's enough for me. i can still text someone like what i do now. everyone around me stay safe and sound, healthy always, happy always.

7. XJ life
Have to say that i missed out so many activities last year. so, i want to join more xj activities this year, as much as i can. *hope i can afford them as well* it is no wrong to meet awesome people right? yes, there are really many awesome people in xuehai, awesome xj(s) *smirk*

 2015, here I come to accomplish my wishlist of the year!