Saturday, November 29, 2014

고백



1. Lazy lass
I don't do house chores (but I wash crockery and swept the floor) HAHAHA mommy hate the most. I'm a science stream student and those subjects kill me. I don't study everyday, but kinda regret 'cause I SHOULD STUDY LIKE A NERD. My grades were like "London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down". Every subject is hard and I don't want to study, meh.

2. Coffee lover
I love coffee very much. I drink coffee everyday 'cause I was addicted to it. Not trying to be sarcastic but I really hate Nescafé. Or I mean like 3in1 instant coffee. Eww, that tastes bad. Coffee should taste bittersweet but not sweet, that's a reminder of mine. Yet, I wish to visit café for trying nice coffee. And lastly, Starbucks is LOVE!

3. Bitchy attitude
I hate people very fast, but I un-hate people very fast too. So if you're willing be my listener someday, k, I wish you could remember this. However, I think this attitude has drown me. People will think I'm a double-faced person. Maybe, it's just maybe. I'm a really double-faced person sometimes. But who don't? Orz, it's ok if you hate me, I don't live for you. smile.

4. Angel/devil side
Hehe, I can either be a really good girl or a really bad girl. I help people, and curse people, indeed. Therefore I considered myself as "angel among the devils, devil among the angels". If you treat me good, I'll be good to you (x10). But if you treat me bad, I'll be bad to you (x100). See, I've told you, I might be the one you don't want to know *smirk*.

5. Anti-social
Not really an anti-social but I will choose people to be friend with. I was born with a serious+fierce face and this made others think I'm an arrogant person. I do not be friendly to everyone. I was like.. kinda "picky" to make new friends. Don't you feel guilty if you make friends with people you don't actually like? haha nobody's perfect. Don't lie, there are still people who you hate even though you're popular/kind/friendly. DON'T BE FAKE.

6. Serious buddy
I get serious when it comes to some situations. And at these times,  I hate people who don't realize it or still joking with me. It's okay to joke around whenever you're with me. But, when it comes to serious time, please be serious. There are some jokes that I can't take. This is not like I'm a stingy person. Just don't cross the line. yeah, peace.

7. Overly attached to home
My home is my paradiseeeeeee. Hah, I guess everyone has the same thought. Hard to imagine when someday after my high school graduation, I have to leave Dungun and go for my study, further away. My mom, my dad, my tv, my bed, my pc, my wifi, my food cooked by mom... erm, okay. SOBS. *people always say I think too far 'cause SPM haven't come yet, okay, focus SPM first*

8. Not good in English 
I know there's a lot of grammar errors but I decide to type in English. I can't talk English fluently too. Whatever, at least I tried. It's okay to be the one who want to try but not the loser.


 Hope you guys enjoy reading! xoxo 


Wednesday, November 19, 2014

愛など


Five years ago, I liked you
When I hear your name, I smiled

Five years later, I love you
When I hear your name, I shed tears

Now I realized what people always say
You're happy when you're liking someone
But you'll never go happy when you're loving someone

Saturday, November 15, 2014

생각


有着这种想法其实我不知道是好是坏

当别人不喜欢吸烟的人
我却只不喜欢烟味

当别人讨厌吸毒的人
我却只讨厌为什么毒品会带走生命

当别人觉得纹身的人都是坏人
我却觉得它只是一种艺术 不纹身的也不见得是好人

吸烟吸毒危害生命
但你又怎么想象一个明知道自己会死却还去做的人
这样一来需要多大的胆量多大的决心 
或许他只是想死得早一点

当然 受身边的人影响的 朝着贪玩理念的 统统例外

有些人恨不得想死 因为心脏脑袋承受不了压力
很多人觉得疏解压力不困难
一半是他们很聪明找到对的方法 一半是他们受的压力你想象不到

吸烟吸毒可能只是疏解压力的方法之一
可是人类就是不认同

我只想中立一点
我不反对也不赞同这些疏解压力的方法究竟对或错
我只是没那么讨厌不爱惜生命的人

毕竟自己也没有那么爱惜生命
曾经也是个拼命想死的女生

还好后来有了信念 所以想活下去

Friday, November 14, 2014

ラブレター


总觉得自己生错年代
完全不向往二十一世纪

从小就对自己有了一个要求
这辈子一定要写一封信
一封不浮夸不做作的手写信
给自己很喜欢的男生

不管他有没有看都好
要亲自把信交到他手上
然后笑着转身离开

因为我喜欢以文字来表达爱 
远远比用语言来得朴实