Beg for a pause

i'm just tired

tired of being myself

everyone was like taking granted of me

maybe I did that to everyone too

the worst part is even the closest are not close to you

life is a mess, and i'm falling into the mess

 "nobody dies a virgin, life fucks us all" 

What do you mean?

你不知道 

其实我还盼着那天到来

对你说的那些话 

说服了你却说服不了自己

You said i'm crazy

常常亲手毁掉自己和别人的关系

包括和你那已慢慢拉近的距离

每次拉近了就自然地被推开

然后再被拉近 再被推开

我不否认有时开的玩笑很荒谬

可是你有必要那么在意吗

说好了只当朋友

你几时有把我当成朋友看待

没有吧 我知道的

与其说我还徘徊在过去

不如说你还不肯前进