狂気

I hate when people talk about you in a sudden
I don't actually know how should i react

People around me don't know, you don't know

How hard i tried to survive

How hard i tried to hold my tears everyday

How hard i tried to sleep in nights

If you really want him, just go and get him
Repeating it everyday doesn't help



 Shut the fuck up 

Allergic to human

It was the first time i feel that you're annoying af

Follow your decision because

It is meaningless to seek for attention

Every time i turn my head off and take a look

Ha ha ha, "my past is always a legendary joke"

I'm okay without everyone, and i really mean it

Trust nobody because nobody value it

The only one who will be with me till the last is me

 Come on skinny love, what happened here? 

ちょうどいい

她说 或许你知道我在撒谎所以你没问

我想也是 毕竟你那么了解我

无意间发现其实我很怕黑

周杰伦结婚啦 

真心觉得昆凌非常幸福

"我18岁的时候还在存钱听他的演唱会

你18岁的时候就拥有了整个周杰伦"

 爱得深，爱得早，不如爱得刚刚好 

In my head

梦再恶也是假的

梦再美也不属于我

世界很大 大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见

世界很小 小到我一抬头就能看见你的微笑

很喜欢和你在一起

因为那样自己才会笑得很漂亮

可惜现在不会笑了

 The best thing I can do now is dreaming about you 

Real friend won't leave

Tbh, i can't find someone like you

you are so special to me

you are so special to everyone like me

thank you for listening to me,

keeping me calm, giving me advice,

& motivating me all the time

real friend will never leave you no matter what

a friendzone is not really a friendzone

刹那间 我觉得有你这个蓝颜 就够了

 Falling in love w/ Arctic Monkeys and The XX, accidentally 

Wishlist

1. Studies
After so many years of being lazy, i should be hardworking this year lol. Spm is quite important, everybody knows so well. However, eight, nine or even ten A+ seems too hard to achieve, I choose to work hard for all A's, no matter how is it, work for it. for what? scholarships of course.

2. Co-curricular activities
Since i'm not a sporty girl, so nothing relates to me when it came to field. but there are kelab beruniform and persatuan bahasa cina too. Will absolutely "try my best" to join camping this year *and why the hell I never join camping these past years?* *i'm so failed lol*

3. Driving license
Basically I don't think "hey I got my driving license!" is cool. but I think i'm gonna feel great when me can drive. i mean just drive to everywhere i want, no need to beg my parents for driving me sini sana, it must be GGGRRREEEAAATTT.

4. Graduation party
Erm, no matter how is it. either a graduation ceremony or a gathering, i do appreciate it. Although i know i'm not that close with the 98's but there's fate between each of us, so chill lol. Hope our friendship getting better since it is the last year of high school.

5. Travel
A trip after spm is a must. they would say, "no matter where you are, you will be happy when you're with your friends" yea this is damn true! Penang? Malacca? KL? whatever lah. and too, hoping the government won't shift plkn batch one to an earlier date like what batch 97 are suffering now. if not, everything will ruin zz

6. Remain the same
I mean like, i can still update my blog
, even there is only few times per month. but that's enough for me. i can still text someone like what i do now. everyone around me stay safe and sound, healthy always, happy always.

7. XJ life
Have to say that i missed out so many activities last year. so, i want to join more xj activities this year, as much as i can. *hope i can afford them as well* it is no wrong to meet awesome people right? yes, there are really many awesome people in xuehai, awesome xj(s) *smirk*

 2015, here I come to accomplish my wishlist of the year!