Reblog

Yesterday, I got the news that zoeypky has broke up with her boyfriend, I feel her,and I mean it. I know it's dumb to not moving on after these nine months, but haters gonna hate, who cares? at least I had tried hard to let go. Thus, I decided to reblog this.

"The end of the road is here. A journey of 2 years & 2 months ends here.

I don't understand what happened or how it happened. How does one simply lose feelings for someone that meant the world to them? Is losing feelings even an excuse to break up with someone? Is it even a legitimate term? You hear people breaking up because a partner cheated or is absolutely intolerable. Am I intolerable or did you cheat?  

You made a point before this, you told me that if it was that easy to lose feelings for someone you loved so dearly, the relationship wasn't real enough. You used to condemn others for their breakups and told me that we would never end up like them because you made me promise that we will always work things out no matter how rough the road gets. Did you forget all that?  

You told me you lost that spark we once had and you tried for months now trying to get it back but you couldn't lie to yourself and me any longer. Did you really believe that after being together for years, we'd still have that same spark every second and every minute of the day? I was content with mutual support, caring for each other, listening to each other's experiences, occasional surprises and being one hundred percent loyal to you. To me, those were signs I was in love. To me, those were signs that I was in a stable and mature relationship but I guess that's not what you had in mind as time passed. I tried so hard to keep everything in place that it eventually fell apart. Was I trying too hard? Or was my efforts not enough? Since when did you become so confused? Why didn't you give me a heads up or talk to me about it? Why didn't you make sure we both tried harder and why didn't you settle with the fact that it was enough that we were both happy and we had each other. I tried everything, I really did.  

It's not fair that you left me and it's not fair that you didn't talk to me about it before dropping the bomb on me. Everything I thought I had in place is now falling apart. Everything I thought I knew and everything I stood for is now a blur. I miss you so much and I don't know what to do. I never thought this day would come, I thought we were stronger than this."



source: http://zoeypky.com/

Confusing

They think i'm stupid

but i know i'm just stubborn af

You won't know what happen in the end

so just wait and see yah

Doing something that i'm not willing to do rn

like fuck you yay fuck my life

Got so depressed school reopens within two days

results omg trial omg so omg

Sokay after two weeks is happy day again

shit i think i fall in love with them

like i will never pull myself back again



 "And i believed, one day the 2x dream gonna come true." 

Amazing holiday

Hi guys! I must say that I had a great time with ze friends at the Detective Camp aka 神探营 that I attended last week at Kuantan. Tbh this is one of my best camp, yes lots of memories created in these six days *smile*

Holding my Uranus's group flag w/ my gangs (Jingwen and Miner)

Sugar biscuit advertisement w/ Ahpeng 

Yay we're group of counselor! 1/2 left out tho

Day 3 night: crazy party

Too much blur photos

Okay, here's come the clear one but omg so ugly sial

Still ugly me but pretty Yuki infront and sexy Yewfaii behind *rofl*

Here's come a group photo yoohoo 

Still ugly because we rave too much HAHAHA

Last but not least, the long lost friend, a good listener of mine - Dennis Yeo Yong Shiuan

Special thanks to Jingwen, Miner, Xinying, Aitee and Ahpeng as accompanies for these days. Thanks alot to Dennis, Ahseng and Yewtieen for bringing us hang out together the day after the camp. Thanks Ahtew for being our driver who drove us to Mamak stall for supper too. Thanks to Yewfaii also, stay sweet with Joey haha so much fun seeing them being together, cute to the max. See you guys again at Raub Famine 30! *wave* *wave* *cries*