Not the only one

Having this feeling is weird af

I should be calm but i can't keep myself calm

Maybe i only wish to not staying at home

Or i only wish to join party

Or i only wish to curse somebody

Or maybe non of them

I always can't understand myself well

And it kinda killing me

 Why we couldn't back to how we used to be? 

Why so devil

Maybe you should stop being nice

or maybe you should stop kidding me

Not afraid to be drown

Because ain't got time for love

But me you know i'm an evil now

Was afraid i will lose control

and did something that gonna frighten all of you

 Trying hard to find the angel-side of me, but failed 

(N) everything

每个人都在逃跑

只想回到所谓美好的过去

被遗失的总是美好

忘记珍惜不应该错过的

往往反映出人类到底有多愚蠢

说真的 不服气

几时才能够离开这里 永远不再回来

 When i'm not going to tell you, don't ask then. and please go to hell.